'...My brother who was seven years older than myself was brought up to my father's profession. The extraordinary affection they lavished on me might be the reason he was too much neglected: this certainly was a fault which cannot be justified. His education and morals suffered by this neglect and he acquired the habits of a libertine before he arrived at an age to be really one. My father tried what effect placing him with a master would produce but he still persisted in the same ill conduct. Though I saw him so seldom that it could hardly be said we were acquainted I loved him tenderly and believe he had as strong an affection for me as a youth of his dissipated turn of mind could be supposed capable of. One day I remember when my father was correcting him severely I threw myself between them embracing my brother whom I covered with my body receiving the strokes designed for him...